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		<title>Wave Profusion</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 21 Feb 2008 12:18:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audio Journal Entry Audesi &#8211; Wave Profusion (Rough Draft) There, just two feet below him, was the stream — alive, sparkling, thrilling. He had known about it all along, but at that moment he actually saw it flowing beneath him.]]></description>
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<p><strong>Audesi &#8211; Wave Profusion</strong><em> (Rough Draft)</em><br />
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<p>There, just two feet below him, was the stream — alive, sparkling, thrilling. He had known about it all along, but at that moment he actually saw it flowing beneath him.</p>
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		<title>The Infernal Machine</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/the-infernal-machine</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 06:18:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audio Journal Entry Audesi &#8211; The Infernal Machine I decided I&#8217;m sick of the flow of slow computers and waiting for softsynths to load and of connecting tracks and everything&#8230; It just seems like the flow of everything is becoming SO SLOW!! I&#8217;m sick of it! I hooked up all my hardware synths, at least [...]]]></description>
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<p><strong>Audesi &#8211; The Infernal Machine</strong><br />
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<p>I decided I&#8217;m sick of the flow of slow computers and waiting for softsynths to load and of connecting tracks and everything&#8230; It just seems like the flow of everything is becoming SO SLOW!! I&#8217;m sick of it!</p>
<p>I hooked up all my hardware synths, at least with as many audio and midi cables that I could find. So now I&#8217;m surrounded in keyboards at the moment. I programmed a beat on my Electribe ES-1 and started playing my synths. :) It&#8217;s nice to record things quickly, although Cubase was crashing a ton for some reason when dealing with real MIDI and then my Korg controller KB quit working, so I couldn&#8217;t make better piano with one of the softsynths I was using&#8230; lol.</p>
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		<title>Slow Birth</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/slow-birth</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 29 Jan 2008 19:52:46 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<title>New Audesi Press Photo</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/photo/new-audesi-press-photo</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 18 Jan 2008 10:00:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[Music News]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Photo Journal]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Here&#8217;s a new Audesi press photo. Let me know what you think. Thanks. :)]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Here&#8217;s a new Audesi press photo.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.audesi.net/wp-content/uploads/2008/01/earl-redrock.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-972" title="earl-redrock" src="http://www.audesi.net/wp-content/uploads/2008/01/earl-redrock-150x150.jpg" alt="" width="150" height="150" /></a></p>
<p>Let me know what you think. Thanks. :)</p>
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		<title>Order Take It &amp; Break It Vol. 2 Frozen Remixes (3CD) $14.99</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/celldweller-frozen-audesi-remix</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/celldweller-frozen-audesi-remix#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Nov 2007 13:27:33 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Celldweller &#8211; Frozen (Audesi Remix) Appears courtesy of FIXT Music. Frozen Remix CD [3CD Set] 810 Three CD&#8217;s featuring the Audesi Remix of the Celldweller track &#8216;Frozen&#8217; and 42 remixes by other artists is available to order now for $14.99. [Pre-Sale] Orders will ship the 1st week of December. Click here to purchase.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Celldweller &#8211; Frozen <em>(Audesi Remix)<br />
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<em>Appears courtesy of FIXT Music.</em></p>
<p>Frozen Remix CD [3CD Set]</p>
<p><wpg2>810</wpg2></p>
<p>Three CD&#8217;s featuring the Audesi Remix of the Celldweller track &#8216;Frozen&#8217; and 42 remixes by other artists is available to order now for $14.99. [Pre-Sale] Orders will ship the 1st week of December.</p>
<p><a href="http://store.fixtmusic.com">Click here to purchase.</a></p>
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		<title>lvl &#8211; Home (Audesi Remix) Available now!</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/lvl-home-audesi-remix-available-now</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/lvl-home-audesi-remix-available-now#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 14 Nov 2007 14:07:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audesi&#8217;s remix of lvl&#8217;s track &#8216;Home&#8217; is now available to purchase from FIXT Music! The release date was Tues, 13th Nov. The Home Remix EP also includes a revision by Klayton of Celldweller and remixes by Deprogrammed and Nonplus. Cost is $0.99 per digital download or $4.95 for the digital EP. Let me know what [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Audesi&#8217;s remix of lvl&#8217;s track &#8216;Home&#8217; is now available to purchase from <a href="http://store.fixtmusic.com">FIXT Music</a>! The release date was Tues, 13th Nov. The Home Remix EP also includes a revision by Klayton of Celldweller and remixes by Deprogrammed and Nonplus. Cost is $0.99 per digital download or $4.95 for the digital EP. Let me know what you think. Hope you all enjoy it! :)</p>
<p><em><strong>lvl &#8211; Home (Audesi Remix)</strong></em> Streaming Sample<br />
[See post to listen to audio]<br />
<em>Appears courtesy of <a href="http://www.fixtmusic.com">FIXT Music</a>.</em></p>
<p><wpg2>808</wpg2><br />
lvl &#8211; Home (Remix EP)</p>
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		<title>Shallow Reminder</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/shallow-reminder</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 13 Nov 2007 14:26:37 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audio Journal Entry Audesi &#8211; Shallow Reminder Kind of Phat (Beat)]]></description>
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<p><strong>Kind of Phat </strong><em>(Beat)</em><br />
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		<title>The Quintessence (Demo Track for Sample Logic)</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/the-quintessence</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/the-quintessence#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Oct 2007 14:06:15 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audesi &#8211; The Quintessence Click to listen This is a demo track I created for Sample Logic&#8216;s new sample library called &#8216;The Elements&#8217;. I created it using only sounds from the library. It ships October 15th and is available to preorder now for $299. The Elements is a 13.5GB/4 DVD library that contains over 1,700 [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em><strong>Audesi &#8211; The Quintessence</strong></em><br />
[See post to listen to audio]<br />
<em>Click to listen</em></p>
<p>This is a demo track I created for <em>Sample Logic</em>&#8216;s new sample library called <em>&#8216;The Elements&#8217;</em>. I created it using only sounds from the library. It ships October 15th and is available to preorder now for $299.</p>
<blockquote><p><em>The Elements is a 13.5GB/4 DVD library that contains over 1,700 instruments, tempo synced loops, and multis designed with you in mind. It operates on both Mac and PC platforms and is delivered in Audio Unit, VST, DXi, and RTAS formats. The library comes preloaded with Kontakt Player 2 software and is ready to go out of the box as both a standalone instrument and plugin. The library can also be loaded and customized in the full version of Kontakt 2.</em></p>
<p><em>The Elements is a collection that will transform your work, pushing the envelope beyond today&#8217;s standard music and sound design. Since the instruments are broken up into 6 intuitive elements, you won&#8217;t waste any time browsing through unneeded sounds. These cutting-edge instruments were crafted to excite, inspire, and electrify, practically begging you to create.</em></p>
<p><em>The library is packed with deadly, ear scraping ambiance to serene melodic choirs; glitched out distorted beats to funky harmonic guitar licks; woofed out basses to spine bending transition impacts; traditional brass ensembles to psychedelic spirals of exotic colors. with a bunch of extra sounds made from unicorns, hobbits, and dragons, this library is sure to be fun for the whole family!</em></p></blockquote>
<p>More info at <a href="http://www.samplelogic.com/elements.html">www.samplelogic.com</a></p>
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		<title>Preparations for Polaroid Kiss Gigs</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/setting-up-the-new-site</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 26 Sep 2007 13:11:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The last few days I&#8217;ve taken a break from the production work I&#8217;ve been working on in the studio for various projects. It&#8217;s good to have a break, although I&#8217;m eager to get everything done and out-of-the-way, so that I can start concentrating on new material of my own. I&#8217;m over at Mandy&#8217;s now. She&#8217;s [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The last few days I&#8217;ve taken a break from the production work I&#8217;ve been working on in the studio for various projects. It&#8217;s good to have a break, although I&#8217;m eager to get everything done and out-of-the-way, so that I can start concentrating on new material of my own.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m over at Mandy&#8217;s now. She&#8217;s asleep and I&#8217;m up working on putting THIS site together. I&#8217;ve moved all my old blogs and the sparse collection of newer ones since 2003 to this new site. It&#8217;s not public yet, but I&#8217;m working on it. Sorting through all the photos and entering the most correct dates I can find. I should have a huge collection of photos on here. I don&#8217;t really take photos like I use to, but maybe I can get back into it again. I will go through and add past entries and sets of photos that I&#8217;ve never released in blogs before.</p>
<p>Tomorrow (Actually today, since I&#8217;m not on a normal schedule), <a href="http://www.myspace.com/polaroidkissmusic" title="Polaroid Kiss" target="_blank">Polaroid Kiss</a> starts practising for upcoming gigs. I&#8217;ll be playing synth. I have to stop by my house and grab some equipment, load it up. I also should go through some files to help prepare my parts, so I can have the sounds I need loaded up and ready to play. I think most of the day will be preparing synth patches and putting together the backing tracks instead of working on the full practice session. Preparing set lists and deciding on what parts who will play, etc..</p>
<p>I am going to start a production blog soon, which will contain some engineer type tests I&#8217;ve done with various plug-ins, etc.. I might also add some information about the DSP code I&#8217;ve been dabbling in. It could be interesting.<br />
:)</p>
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		<title>Debris</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/debris</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 24 Sep 2007 12:38:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<title>Polaroid Kiss &#8211; Stop Motion</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/polaroid-kiss-stop-motion</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 26 Aug 2007 09:25:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This is what I&#8217;ve been working on for the last 5 days. Polaroid Kiss &#8211; Stop Motion Credits: Tom Bennett, Brandun Reed &#38; Earl Dixon Produced by: Brandun Reed &#38; Earl Dixon Mixed &#38; Mastered by: Earl Dixon]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This is what I&#8217;ve been working on for the last 5 days.</p>
<p><em><strong>Polaroid Kiss &#8211; Stop Motion</strong><br />
</em>[See post to listen to audio]<em> </em></p>
<p>Credits: Tom Bennett, Brandun Reed &amp; Earl Dixon<br />
Produced by: Brandun Reed &amp; Earl Dixon<br />
Mixed &amp; Mastered by: Earl Dixon</p>
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		<title>Analog Mechanics</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/analog-mechanics</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 15 Aug 2007 16:11:26 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<title>lvl &#8211; Home (Audesi Remix)</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/lvl-home-audesi-remix</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/lvl-home-audesi-remix#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 14 Aug 2007 15:01:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[lvl &#8211; Home (Audesi Remix) Appears courtesy of FIXT Music.]]></description>
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		<title>Polaroid Kiss &#8211; White Lies and White Lines (Audesi Remix)</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/polaroid-kiss-white-lies-and-white-lines-audesi-remix</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/polaroid-kiss-white-lies-and-white-lines-audesi-remix#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 28 Jul 2007 06:00:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<title>Funky Beat</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/funky-beat</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/funky-beat#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 10 Jul 2007 13:54:34 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audesi &#8211; Funky Beat Audio Journal Gangsta Lead Extravaganza! lol.]]></description>
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<p>Gangsta Lead Extravaganza! lol.</p>
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		<title>Approaching the Sacrosanct</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/approaching-the-sacrosanct</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/approaching-the-sacrosanct#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 30 Jun 2007 16:13:08 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<title>Order Take It &amp; Break It Vol. 1 Own Little World Remixes (Double CD) $12.99</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/order-take-it-break-it-vol-1-own-little-world-remixes-double-cd-1299</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/order-take-it-break-it-vol-1-own-little-world-remixes-double-cd-1299#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 13 May 2007 12:52:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Celldweller &#8211; Own Little World (Audesi Remix) Purchase the Audesi Remix MP3 for $0.99 USD. Appears courtesy of FIXT Music. From the Take It &#38; Break It Remix Competition. Own Little World Remix CD A double CD featuring the Audesi Remix of the Celldweller track &#8216;Own Little World&#8217; and 25 remixes by other artists is [...]]]></description>
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<a href="http://www.1shoppingcart.com/app/netcart.asp?MerchantID=28008&amp;ProductID=3775616">Purchase the Audesi Remix MP3 for $0.99 USD.</a></p>
<p><em>Appears courtesy of <a title="FIXT Music" href="http://www.fixtmusic.com/">FIXT Music</a>.<br />
</em><em>From the <a title="Take It &amp; Break It Remix Competition" href="http://www.fixtmusic.com/">Take It &amp; Break It Remix Competition</a>.</em></p>
<h2>Own Little World Remix CD</h2>
<p><em>A double CD featuring the Audesi Remix of the Celldweller track &#8216;Own Little World&#8217; and 25 remixes by other artists is available to order now for $12.99 by clicking here. Official release date is June 1st, 2007. You can leave comments<a title="here" href="http://www.remix.celldweller.com/archive/displayvote.php?ID=1000166" target="_blank"> here</a>. Enjoy! :)</em><br />
<img src="http://www.celldweller.com/2007/images/takeitvol1coversmall.jpg" border="0" alt="" width="112" height="112" /><br />
<a title="Add To Cart" href="http://www.1shoppingcart.com/app/netcart.asp?MerchantID=28008&amp;ProductID=3528434" target="_blank">Add To Cart</a></p>
<h2>Combo Deal:</h2>
<p>Or, indulge yourself or a friend with the Own Little World Combo Sale and get the Own Little World Remixes Double CD &amp; $5 off the Limited Edition Own Little World Vintage Burnout T-Shirt for $47.98</p>
<p><img src="http://www.celldweller.com/2007/images/olw_cd_shirt_promo.jpg" border="0" alt="" width="182" height="247" /><br />
<a title="Add To Cart" href="http://www.1shoppingcart.com/app/netcart.asp?MerchantID=28008&amp;offerID=29970" target="_blank">Add To Cart</a></p>
<h2>Track Listing:</h2>
<p><img src="http://www.celldweller.com/2007/images/takeitvol1back.jpg" border="0" alt="" width="374" height="331" /></p>
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		<title>The Rise and Descent</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/the-rise-and-decent</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/the-rise-and-decent#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Apr 2007 14:34:52 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audesi &#8211; The Rise and Descent Appears courtesy of FIXT Music. From FIXT Music / Position Music Production Music Series &#8211; Volume 32 (Electronic)]]></description>
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<p>Appears courtesy of <a href="http://www.fixtmusic.com/">FIXT Music</a>.<br />
From <em>FIXT Music / Position Music Production Music Series &#8211; Volume 32 (Electronic)</em></p>
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		<title>Polaroid Kiss &#8211; Love in Transition</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/polaroid-kiss-love-in-transition</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/polaroid-kiss-love-in-transition#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 09 Feb 2007 09:00:26 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Polaroid Kiss &#8211; Love in Transition I just finished co-writing, producing, mixing and mastering Love in Transition for Polaroid Kiss. There&#8217;s a dramatic difference. I&#8217;ve added totally new drum programming and patterns. Sound design, synth parts and changes with the bass line. A lot of vocal editing on Tom&#8217;s performances. It really pops out from [...]]]></description>
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<p>I just finished co-writing, producing, mixing and mastering Love in Transition for Polaroid Kiss. There&#8217;s a dramatic difference. I&#8217;ve added totally new drum programming and patterns. Sound design, synth parts and changes with the bass line. A lot of vocal editing on Tom&#8217;s performances. It really pops out from the demo.</p>
<p>Credits: Tom Bennett, Brandun Reed &amp; Earl Dixon<br />
Produced by: Brandun Reed &amp; Earl Dixon<br />
Mixed &amp; Mastered by: Earl Dixon</p>
<p><em>Update: </em></p>
<p><strong>Love in Transition</strong> is available as part of the <em><strong>White Lies and White Lines</strong></em> single on iTunes. Here&#8217;s a link:</p>
<p><a href="http://phobos.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewAlbum?i=257055252&amp;id=257055242&amp;s=143462"><img src="http://ax.phobos.apple.com.edgesuite.net/images/badgeitunes61x15dark.gif" alt="Polaroid Kiss - White Lies and White Lines - Single" width="61" height="15" /></a></p>
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		<title>Invocation</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/invocation-2</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/invocation-2#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 31 Jan 2007 13:06:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audesi &#8211; Invocation (2007 6e) Audio Journal Entry]]></description>
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		<title>Set in Motion</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/set-in-motion</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 20 Aug 2006 18:00:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<title>Sifting Through Solitude</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/sifting-through-solitude</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 05 Jul 2006 17:50:47 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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<p><em>I looked out the window, the sky was gray.<br />
Everything that I&#8217;ve known has long since passed away.<br />
I walked outside without locking the door,<br />
I got in my car and I drove away.</em></p>
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		<title>Glitch 3</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/glitch-3</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/glitch-3#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 05 May 2006 12:50:14 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audesi &#8211; Glitch 3 Audio Journal]]></description>
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		<title>Where the Sky Turns Blue Again</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/where-the-sky-turns-blue-again</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/where-the-sky-turns-blue-again#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 30 Mar 2006 18:00:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audesi &#8211; Where the Sky Turns Blue Again Audio Journal I don&#8217;t know where the sky turns blue, with me and you, where the sky turns blue again. Singing along the same old song, I&#8217;m starting to see where I&#8217;ve been going wrong. When time leans down to pick us up, We will learn to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Audesi &#8211; Where the Sky Turns Blue Again</strong><em> Audio Journal</em><br />
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<blockquote><p><em>I don&#8217;t know where the sky turns blue,<br />
with me and you, where the sky turns blue again.<br />
Singing along the same old song,<br />
I&#8217;m starting to see where I&#8217;ve been going wrong.</em></p>
<p><em>When time leans down to pick us up,<br />
We will learn to drink from lifes cup.<br />
Our souls will burn a mark in God&#8217;s design,<br />
Our World will define itself in due time.</p>
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		<title>Come Tomorrow</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/come-tomorrow</link>
		<comments>http://www.audesi.net/blog/audio/come-tomorrow#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 09 Jun 2005 18:00:43 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Audesi &#8211; Come Tomorrow Audio Journal As the sun goes down, I&#8217;ll be waiting for tomorrow to come. and as I lay here, I&#8217;ll be thinking of you. So, come tomorrow I&#8217;ll be ready to let it go. I&#8217;ll leave behind my sorrows, for awhile. Here, the tide gently sways, I&#8217;ve managed to walk away, [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Audesi &#8211; Come Tomorrow</strong> <em>Audio Journal<br />
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<p><em>As the sun goes down,<br />
I&#8217;ll be waiting for tomorrow to come.<br />
and as I lay here,<br />
I&#8217;ll be thinking of you.</em></p>
<p>So, come tomorrow<br />
I&#8217;ll be ready to let it go.<br />
I&#8217;ll leave behind my sorrows,<br />
for awhile.</p>
<p><em>Here, the tide gently sways,<br />
I&#8217;ve managed to walk away,<br />
but I can&#8217;t stop holding on,<br />
I&#8217;m starring into the sun.</em></p>
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		<title>The True Measure of a Person</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/oldskool/the-true-measure-of-a-person</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2003 06:00:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;The true measure of person lies in how they treat someone who can do them absolutely no good.&#8221; audesi2 (2:08:09 AM): most people pretty much suck. haha. that&#8217;s what I figure. very few really kule people. lol em0_b0i (2:08:25 AM): you couldn&#8217;t have said it any better then that audesi2 (2:08:55 AM): and then some [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;The true measure of person lies in how they treat someone who can do them absolutely no good.&#8221;</p>
<p>audesi2 (2:08:09 AM): most people pretty much suck. haha. that&#8217;s what I figure. very few really kule people. lol<br />
em0_b0i (2:08:25 AM): you couldn&#8217;t have said it any better then that<br />
audesi2 (2:08:55 AM): and then some people you&#8217;ll think are kule, cuz they&#8217;re nice to you.<br />
audesi2 (2:09:21 AM): but you can kind of see in the way they treat other people besides you. and expect that someday they&#8217;d probably treat you the same way. lol<br />
em0_b0i (2:10:44 AM): yah, certainly<br />
audesi2 (2:11:46 AM): true worth of a person is in how they treat someone that can do absolutely no good for them at all. lol<br />
em0_b0i (2:12:09 AM): amen brotha</p>
<p>Greets to those kule peeps! ;-)</p>
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		<title>No One Left to Stop You Now</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/oldskool/no-one-left-to-stop-you-now</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 01 Jul 2003 06:00:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve dreamt so long that I cannot dream anymore. Let&#8217;s run away! Forget this life, come with me! There&#8217;s no need to tell anyone, they&#8217;d only hold us down! Unlock your heart, drop your guard. No one&#8217;s left to stop you now. Le cumha do dhiaidh ní léir dom an bealach a shiúil. Deiridh lucht [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve dreamt so long that I cannot dream anymore. Let&#8217;s run away! Forget this life, come with me! There&#8217;s no need to tell anyone, they&#8217;d only hold us down! Unlock your heart, drop your guard. No one&#8217;s left to stop you now.</p>
<p>Le cumha do dhiaidh ní léir dom an bealach a shiúil. Deiridh lucht léinn gur claoite an galar an grá, Char admhaigh mé é is é `ndiaidh mo chroí istigh a chrá: Aicid ró-ghéar, faraor nár sheachain mé í isgo gcuireann sí arraing is céad go géar trí cheart-lár mo chroí.</p>
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		<title>Session Work</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 25 Jun 2003 06:00:45 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Well, some good came out of the last song. I&#8217;ve been asked to do some session work and some string arrangement for a musician/singer friend of mine in Toronto. He says as an indie artist, on average he pays his programmers $20/hr. or $300 flat, because it&#8217;s usually 15hrs. worth of work per song. So [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Well, some good came out of the last song. I&#8217;ve been asked to do some session work and some string arrangement for a musician/singer friend of mine in Toronto. He says as an indie artist, on average he pays his programmers $20/hr. or $300 flat, because it&#8217;s usually 15hrs. worth of work per song. So I need to think about what it&#8217;s worth. That could probably be a good source of income, I&#8217;m thinking that maybe I should start doing session work and song writing for other people and also start looking for ways to get into doing some soundtrack work.  Get my own compositions available for licensing deals as well as start doing the live shows.. Anyway, I really need to start thinking about the income sources.</p>
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		<title>This Way Forever</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/oldskool/this-way-forever-2</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Jun 2003 06:00:49 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[If you don&#8217;t mind, this is probably the mushiest thing I&#8217;ve ever written. LMFAO. My work of the last couple days. I decided to try Matt&#8217;s idea.. This is a musical idea that I pretty much played out on bass and sung freestyle without thinking about it too much. It came to me pretty easily [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>If you don&#8217;t mind, this is probably the mushiest thing I&#8217;ve ever written. LMFAO.</p>
<p>My work of the last couple days. I decided to try Matt&#8217;s idea.. This is a musical idea that I pretty much played out on bass and sung freestyle without thinking about it too much. It came to me pretty easily and I got it recorded as quick as I could although I&#8217;m not sure how it exactly relates to the current situation in my life. lol. The rest was spent on the string arrangement. This is a rough draft.</p>
<p><em><strong>This Way Forever</strong></em><br />
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<blockquote><p><em>Every time you look at me, I hope to see. See that look in your eyes that makes me feel complete. Everything I thought I had to say, suddenly vanishes and leaves me in defeat.</em></p>
<p><em>Because I have you in my arms, I&#8217;m happy and I pray that it will be this way forever.</em></p>
<p><em>For everything I ever wished that I could have been and everything we ever hope we can one day be. I see that the World make sense when I see it through your eyes. Destiny has called me to you and everything feels like it&#8217;s right.</p>
<p>Because I have you in my arms, I&#8217;m happy and I pray that it will be this way forever.</p>
<p></em><em>I found the truth in this moment, I learned about the greatest gift God gave the World. I seen all my hopes and dreams come to live, when I opened up my heart, I saw the light. Every time I look into your eyes, I see the signs and I know without a thought. I know without a doubt how it&#8217;s meant to be.</em></p></blockquote>
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		<title>Ripping Away</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/oldskool/ripping-away</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 21 Jun 2003 06:00:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I really don&#8217;t know what to say lately. I suppose I&#8217;m content&#8230; Neither really down or really up. I&#8217;m just hoping for the best in the future, hoping that things will go well, but really uncertain about everything. Relationship wise, I think I&#8217;m mostly hoping for a new best friend. That happens to be a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I really don&#8217;t know what to say lately. I suppose I&#8217;m content&#8230; Neither really down or really up. I&#8217;m just hoping for the best in the future, hoping that things will go well, but really uncertain about everything. Relationship wise, I think I&#8217;m mostly hoping for a new best friend. That happens to be a girl. heh. ;-)</p>
<p>This is a newly recorded and altered song idea I originally wrote in Nov 2002. Short lo-fi preview of the nights work:</p>
<p><em><strong>Ripping Away</strong></em><br />
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<blockquote><p><em>I feel it ripping away from me,<br />
I feel it turning into dust.<br />
I feel you leaving me,<br />
like it wasn&#8217;t strong enough.</em></p>
<p><em>Oh, why can&#8217;t you see all meaning is dieing?<br />
It meant everything to me and my soul is crying.</p>
<p>So I say, maybe it will&#8230; all fade away,<br />
if you&#8217;ll just leave me be.<br />
But it will! I swear it will all fade away<br />
if you don&#8217;t hold on to me!</p>
<p></em><em>Maybe it will all fade away if you&#8217;ll just leave me be.<br />
But it will! I swear it will all fade away<br />
if you don&#8217;t hold on to me!</em></p></blockquote>
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		<title>Solitude</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/oldskool/solitude-2</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 18 Jun 2003 06:00:16 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Once I had forgotten what it meant to me, lost like the endlessly rising tides of the sea. The shadow and the light within me echoed endlessly as this repetitious existence robbed my sanity. I took one last look back and a single breath, I felt your heart beating as I took the step ahead. [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Once I had forgotten what it meant to me, lost like the endlessly rising tides of the sea. The shadow and the light within me echoed endlessly as this repetitious existence robbed my sanity.</p>
<p>I took one last look back and a single breath, I felt your heart beating as I took the step ahead.</p>
<p>My heart let out a deep cry and I could feel you pleading, but it was only in this lonely solitude that I could feel you near.</p>
<p>I have trouble believing in a World so blind, when  inner beauty and astonishment only fell on deaf ears. There&#8217;s a breeze on the wind that beats within. But that&#8217;s something you&#8217;d probably never understand, it&#8217;s like I&#8217;m the only one that&#8217;s alive&#8230;</p>
<p>I know there&#8217;s a place void of walls and full of things you&#8217;ve never seen and I begin to understand it now as the path washes clean. These shackles and chains have long since been broken. The ones who have never seen this have tried so hard to rip the truth to pieces and these crushing dreams have left me to be.</p>
<p>The truth was shattered into so many small pieces, but I still couldn&#8217;t understand why I couldn&#8217;t feel you anymore and I never could understand why I could no longer feel anything, anymore. Sorrow had left me cold and on my knees, but in the end I was the only one left to blame.</p>
<p>I thought I was just one more causality with another moment to be wiped away. I am to blame.</p>
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		<title>Falling Away</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2003 06:00:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been lost, falling away from the World. Loosing myself to the sound of a voice. Everything within me, seeking, searching to find, meaning in all that&#8217;s surrounding me. There is this yearning that I can&#8217;t compromise, this need to give some part of me to someone. To share with someone a piece of my [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve been lost, falling away from the World. Loosing myself to the sound of a voice. Everything within me, seeking, searching to find, meaning in all that&#8217;s surrounding me. There is this yearning that I can&#8217;t compromise, this need to give some part of me to someone. To share with someone a piece of my soul. To give someone the love that has been given to me all my life. Love is the answer to everything. Love comes with no excess baggage; no hate, no jealousy, no excuses and no tears.. That is fear. Fear which tries to destroy you. Fear which tries to tell you that you aren&#8217;t good enough, that you are going to lose something. There&#8217;s nothing to lose but yourself. Fear destroys you. But love is something you give and you feel the happiness knowing that you have given it. In essence, shared life with one another. Tears are cried in mourning. Fear that you&#8217;ll have no one to share it with. That, you have no need to worry about. Love will find you when void of the presence of fear. I&#8217;m finding myself and I&#8217;m realizing who I am and that there is nothing to fear. One day, I will find someone and I can trust and I have faith in that I will love her with my life and essence.</p>
<p>&#8220;A drop of acid leaves your eye&#8230;.it falls into your soul and makes a small burn&#8230; each tear you create slowly destroys you.&#8221;</p>
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		<title>June 12th, 2003</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/oldskool/june-12th-2003</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 12 Jun 2003 06:00:31 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I don&#8217;t want to go&#8230; I never wanted what happened to happen&#8230; I miss you&#8230;]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I don&#8217;t want to go&#8230; I never wanted what happened to happen&#8230; I miss you&#8230;</p>
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		<title>June 10th, 2003</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 10 Jun 2003 06:00:29 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I don&#8217;t want to realize all that I&#8217;ve gone through to reach this moment that she says she has always known, but I don&#8217;t know if I can believe her.. I don&#8217;t want to realize how you left me here long ago, so blind that neither of us had known that some things we never [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I don&#8217;t want to realize all that I&#8217;ve gone through to reach this moment that she says she has always known, but I don&#8217;t know if I can believe her.. I don&#8217;t want to realize how you left me here long ago, so blind that neither of us had known that some things we never can outgrow. I don&#8217;t want to realize all the pain I&#8217;ve gone through to meet you here. She said that she would always be near and that there was nothing to fear. I just want to close my eyes and dream of you and I together, just this moment lasting forever&#8230; She said that it could never be&#8230;</p>
<p>Magnified from a thousand miles away, missing you more than a thousand words can say, I can&#8217;t forget the past, not so fast. My heart feels as if it has been taken. I stare into absent space and begin to realize, I can&#8217;t get this gloom shaken.</p>
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		<title>June 3rd, 2003</title>
		<link>http://www.audesi.net/blog/oldskool/june-3rd-2003</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 03 Jun 2003 06:00:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Shouldn&#8217;t I be glad? Aren&#8217;t we glad? We&#8217;ve all become just another person to be scratched off; to be written off. Go onto the next one and on and on again. Take your turn in line! Say it will last forever! Say you&#8217;ll be there always! Then fucking leave! Take your turn in line. This [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Shouldn&#8217;t I be glad? Aren&#8217;t we glad? We&#8217;ve all become just another person to be scratched off; to be written off. Go onto the next one and on and on again. Take your turn in line! Say it will last forever! Say you&#8217;ll be there always! Then fucking leave! Take your turn in line. This is the way it is. I was there as long as you wanted me to, until you found something you thought was better. Just a temporary filling of the void inside your heart. I hope you one day understand!! It haunts my dreams. I kept my promise and I&#8217;m still having trouble accepting it. What damn heart, you don&#8217;t believe in love? Love isn&#8217;t for you&#8230; You tell me, I don&#8217;t know which things are lies, something doesn&#8217;t add up. What use are words when their content is meaningless and full of lies?? The hope of my World, my Life, stood on this. Don&#8217;t you see? I cry tears in my bed, but I don&#8217;t love you anymore. The only thing I know is the fact that I did and would have done anything. But to you it was all a big secret. I had thought you had felt the same way as I did. Yet, you can entice pretty much anything. Maybe that&#8217;s something you&#8217;ve learned. But I&#8217;ll tell you, this whole World and their bases of love is pretty much full of fucking shit. I just live too far away.. Distance was only temporary, but what does anything matter. It&#8217;s not right. It doesn&#8217;t make sense. This is the end. Fuck it.</p>
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		<title>The Ghost in the Melodies</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 02 Jun 2003 06:00:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[All that remains are the memories and the ghost in the melodies, but I will hold on forever, past the day existence is severed. In the end, everything will fade away and our yearning will turn to dust, but my soul will forever lust. As I slip away, drifting further everyday, these dreams will test [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>All that remains are the memories and the ghost in the melodies, but I will hold on forever, past the day existence is severed. In the end, everything will fade away and our yearning will turn to dust, but my soul will forever lust. As I slip away, drifting further everyday, these dreams will test my soul, and I, I will lose control!!! When I step away from every single day and try to figure how it could be this way? I saw right from the start, this image that I held in my heart. I&#8217;ve seen the bliss of this condition reenacted in a foreign rendition.</p>
<p>The sun shines differently, the air smells different, the feelings inside of me are different, my heart beats differently. The thoughts that run through my head. Different. Even you. Even me. Something&#8217;s unclear. Something&#8217;s dieing. Something&#8217;s no longer real. Something&#8217;s certain. I might as well be dead to you. Your heart broken by others, your mind wants me to go away. Will never give me a chance. Another tear is shed as I feel the disconnection. Another pain as I break my promise. Another pain knowing you still mean something to me. Another pain knowing that you lied to me, either then or now, in any case. Another pain knowing that you never felt the same as I did. I felt one day you&#8217;d run back to me. That maybe you could see. I believed. I thought&#8230; &lt;3 truth/perfection/destiny. I really believed it was meant to be.</p>
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		<title>What Lies Beyond</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 31 May 2003 06:00:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[There&#8217;s so many things in my past that I wish I could take back and so many more things that I wish I would have done, but now I have to put it all down, and leave it behind where it belongs. It&#8217;s time to realize what lies in front of me. It&#8217;s time to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>There&#8217;s so many things in my past that I wish I could take back and so many more things that I wish I would have done, but now I have to put it all down, and leave it behind where it belongs. It&#8217;s time to realize what lies in front of me. It&#8217;s time to be ready for what lies beyond. There&#8217;s no more time to be wrong. It&#8217;s time to realize that life is not easily a sweet, sweet song. There&#8217;s no space for regrets. Regrets are just a waste. But now I know, the places you go, the people you meet, the dreams you live and the enjoyment you receive is in all that you give and what you&#8217;re willing to receive. All of that&#8217;s up to you, it&#8217;s your decision, because you make you&#8217;re life and you live the decisions. There&#8217;s no need for fear and worry, we all face it from time to time. The ones who get on in life are the ones who are strong. Don&#8217;t be afraid to accept the truth, that you may be foolish and naive, that you aren&#8217;t going to do everything right and that everything&#8217;s not going to be perfect. Just let go of whatever makes you unhappy. You have room to grow. It&#8217;s time to be ready for what lies beyond. There&#8217;s no more time to be wrong.<br />
It&#8217;s time to realize that life is not easily a sweet, sweet song.</p>
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		<title>Still Breathing</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 28 May 2003 06:00:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[In these times of tribulation, when words fail to explain the reason that I lock myself behind these closed doors. All I wanted was someone to be with, I wanted you to feel the way I do. When you were in my heart, I was once truly alive. It means something to me. Why can&#8217;t [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In these times of tribulation, when words fail to explain the reason that I lock myself behind these closed doors. All I wanted was someone to be with, I wanted you to feel the way I do. When you were in my heart, I was once truly alive. It means something to me. Why can&#8217;t I feel you anymore? It sunk deep down inside me, the thought I&#8217;ve lost what could have been. All the dreams I had to share with you and everything that I believed in. Your insincerity and confusion is all it took. My self esteem vanished, my ideals of love turned to deep sympathy. My eyes looked down and away from everything, as half my World was left alone to die. I reached to take the love back from you as you threw everything I had given you down, or dropped it without a second thought. I broke down in this place I still lye: Crashed to the ground. Picking up the pieces of my heart, locking it up and throwing away the key. Afraid, but secretly wishing that the pieces could be mended.</p>
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		<title>The Weight is Crushing</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 27 May 2003 06:00:52 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Am I the only one that feels alone? Though all is home, emotions flow. Am I the only one that hears the tears run down my face? Would anybody recognize at all? Cause I know I&#8217;m so slow, but I&#8217;m still trying and I&#8217;m still dying to know, say you won&#8217;t leave for the rest [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Am I the only one that feels alone? Though all is home, emotions flow. Am I the only one that hears the tears run down my face? Would anybody recognize at all? Cause I know I&#8217;m so slow, but I&#8217;m still trying and I&#8217;m still dying to know, say you won&#8217;t leave for the rest of my life. Life&#8217;s the only thing that deals the pain like pouring rain, breeding hate, and I don&#8217;t want to do no wrong. My God, it&#8217;s been so long, please comfort me before I go insane. I carry the weight of the world as the past is unfurled, but I won&#8217;t stop to wonder. Going through this life on my own made me as cold as a stone. I&#8217;m a ship going under. And I&#8217;d tell you this, but I don&#8217;t know how. I&#8217;m caving in and I&#8217;m falling out and I can&#8217;t resist. I can&#8217;t rebound with the weight of the world as the world falls down. This pain, I think about it everyday, it tells me I&#8217;m never going to get away. I know it&#8217;s over, but I can&#8217;t escape memories and how to face another day. It was not a chance meeting, feel my heart beating. You&#8217;re the one. You could take all this, take it away. I&#8217;d still have it all, because I&#8217;ve climbed the tree of life, and that&#8217;s why, I&#8217;m no longer scared if I fall. Nothing fails, No more fears, Nothing fails, You washed away my tears, Nothing fails, No more fears, Nothing fails.</p>
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		<title>Pointless Things</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 21 May 2003 06:00:19 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Can&#8217;t wish for impossible things. It&#8217;s pointless, when you know that there&#8217;s nothing you can do. Nothing you can do to make it right, nothing you can do to change anything. You can waste your time trying to destroy yourself. Break yourself down into disintegration. That&#8217;s no way to find love. It&#8217;s better to love [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Can&#8217;t wish for impossible things. It&#8217;s pointless, when you know that there&#8217;s nothing you can do. Nothing you can do to make it right, nothing you can do to change anything. You can waste your time trying to destroy yourself. Break yourself down into disintegration. That&#8217;s no way to find love. It&#8217;s better to love someone who loves you back. It&#8217;s better to have friendship with those who are happy to be your friend. Someone who knows how you feel, cares how you feel, cares about your dreams and someone who listens and accepts the raw truth of your feelings and doesn&#8217;t judge you critically. Although it should extend much further out of the range of happiness and into the bad and darker times in life, you simply can&#8217;t destroy yourself for someone with a cold and closed heart. Let it go. That&#8217;s it! It may come back to you? But go on, love will find you eventually.</p>
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		<title>Pretending It&#8217;s Okay</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 19 May 2003 06:00:55 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I guess the worst feeling in my life is knowing the only one I was meant for is meant for someone else. and in love She is happy with him . I will never be him. Its like I&#8217;m a couple years late. The way I think to myself every night of how it could [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I guess the worst feeling in my life is knowing the only one I was meant for is meant for someone else. and in love She is happy with him . I will never be him. Its like I&#8217;m a couple years late. The way I think to myself every night of how it could of been. If I wouldn&#8217;t of been so weird If I could go back 2 years. If I could smile with her and make everything ok. I will only look at her with him and pretend its ok.</p>
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		<title>Mine and Mine Alone</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 15 May 2003 06:00:10 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Lost in the madness, can only be there for this moment. Broken heart, shelled. Fallen and smashed into pieces, truth neither true nor pure. Watched it all wash away. Found how worthless, everything that meant something to me, was to you. Me and my dreams remain. Mine and mine alone. Alone.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Lost in the madness, can only be there for this moment. Broken heart, shelled. Fallen and smashed into pieces, truth neither true nor pure. Watched it all wash away. Found how worthless, everything that meant something to me, was to you. Me and my dreams remain. Mine and mine alone. Alone.</p>
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		<title>Loved</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 07 May 2003 06:00:30 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Earl Dixon</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I loved you. You&#8217;re the only one I ever loved.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I loved you. You&#8217;re the only one I ever loved.</p>
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