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Falling Away

I’ve been lost, falling away from the World. Loosing myself to the sound of a voice. Everything within me, seeking, searching to find, meaning in all that’s surrounding me. There is this yearning that I can’t compromise, this need to give some part of me to someone. To share with someone a piece of my soul. To give someone the love that has been given to me all my life. Love is the answer to everything. Love comes with no excess baggage; no hate, no jealousy, no excuses and no tears.. That is fear. Fear which tries to destroy you. Fear which tries to tell you that you aren’t good enough, that you are going to lose something. There’s nothing to lose but yourself. Fear destroys you. But love is something you give and you feel the happiness knowing that you have given it. In essence, shared life with one another. Tears are cried in mourning. Fear that you’ll have no one to share it with. That, you have no need to worry about. Love will find you when void of the presence of fear. I’m finding myself and I’m realizing who I am and that there is nothing to fear. One day, I will find someone and I can trust and I have faith in that I will love her with my life and essence.

“A drop of acid leaves your eye….it falls into your soul and makes a small burn… each tear you create slowly destroys you.”

About the author

Earl Dixon - Audesi is the musical moniker of multi-instrumentalist/producer Earl Dixon who began recording in his small bedroom studio at the age of 11. Through the years he has undertaken a wide array of electronic styles, from techno-bass, trip-hop, ambient, breakbeat to electro clash. Throughout the 1990s, he was the founding member of the techno-bass, later acid-breakbeat group the Underground Bass Masters who went on to release three commercial records. He has done remixes for artists such as Celldweller & lvl. Currently he is recording a full length album.

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