Can’t wish for impossible things. It’s pointless, when you know that there’s nothing you can do. Nothing you can do to make it right, nothing you can do to change anything. You can waste your time trying to destroy yourself. Break yourself down into disintegration. That’s no way to find love. It’s better to love someone who loves you back. It’s better to have friendship with those who are happy to be your friend. Someone who knows how you feel, cares how you feel, cares about your dreams and someone who listens and accepts the raw truth of your feelings and doesn’t judge you critically. Although it should extend much further out of the range of happiness and into the bad and darker times in life, you simply can’t destroy yourself for someone with a cold and closed heart. Let it go. That’s it! It may come back to you? But go on, love will find you eventually.