There’s so many things in my past that I wish I could take back and so many more things that I wish I would have done, but now I have to put it all down, and leave it behind where it belongs. It’s time to realize what lies in front of me. It’s time to be ready for what lies beyond. There’s no more time to be wrong. It’s time to realize that life is not easily a sweet, sweet song. There’s no space for regrets. Regrets are just a waste. But now I know, the places you go, the people you meet, the dreams you live and the enjoyment you receive is in all that you give and what you’re willing to receive. All of that’s up to you, it’s your decision, because you make you’re life and you live the decisions. There’s no need for fear and worry, we all face it from time to time. The ones who get on in life are the ones who are strong. Don’t be afraid to accept the truth, that you may be foolish and naive, that you aren’t going to do everything right and that everything’s not going to be perfect. Just let go of whatever makes you unhappy. You have room to grow. It’s time to be ready for what lies beyond. There’s no more time to be wrong.
It’s time to realize that life is not easily a sweet, sweet song.

In these times of tribulation, when words fail to explain the reason that I lock myself behind these closed doors. All I wanted was someone to be with, I wanted you to feel the way I do. When you were in my heart, I was once truly alive. It means something to me. Why can’t I feel you anymore? It sunk deep down inside me, the thought I’ve lost what could have been. All the dreams I had to share with you and everything that I believed in. Your insincerity and confusion is all it took. My self esteem vanished, my ideals of love turned to deep sympathy. My eyes looked down and away from everything, as half my World was left alone to die. I reached to take the love back from you as you threw everything I had given you down, or dropped it without a second thought. I broke down in this place I still lye: Crashed to the ground. Picking up the pieces of my heart, locking it up and throwing away the key. Afraid, but secretly wishing that the pieces could be mended.

Am I the only one that feels alone? Though all is home, emotions flow. Am I the only one that hears the tears run down my face? Would anybody recognize at all? Cause I know I’m so slow, but I’m still trying and I’m still dying to know, say you won’t leave for the rest of my life. Life’s the only thing that deals the pain like pouring rain, breeding hate, and I don’t want to do no wrong. My God, it’s been so long, please comfort me before I go insane. I carry the weight of the world as the past is unfurled, but I won’t stop to wonder. Going through this life on my own made me as cold as a stone. I’m a ship going under. And I’d tell you this, but I don’t know how. I’m caving in and I’m falling out and I can’t resist. I can’t rebound with the weight of the world as the world falls down. This pain, I think about it everyday, it tells me I’m never going to get away. I know it’s over, but I can’t escape memories and how to face another day. It was not a chance meeting, feel my heart beating. You’re the one. You could take all this, take it away. I’d still have it all, because I’ve climbed the tree of life, and that’s why, I’m no longer scared if I fall. Nothing fails, No more fears, Nothing fails, You washed away my tears, Nothing fails, No more fears, Nothing fails.

Can’t wish for impossible things. It’s pointless, when you know that there’s nothing you can do. Nothing you can do to make it right, nothing you can do to change anything. You can waste your time trying to destroy yourself. Break yourself down into disintegration. That’s no way to find love. It’s better to love someone who loves you back. It’s better to have friendship with those who are happy to be your friend. Someone who knows how you feel, cares how you feel, cares about your dreams and someone who listens and accepts the raw truth of your feelings and doesn’t judge you critically. Although it should extend much further out of the range of happiness and into the bad and darker times in life, you simply can’t destroy yourself for someone with a cold and closed heart. Let it go. That’s it! It may come back to you? But go on, love will find you eventually.

I guess the worst feeling in my life is knowing the only one I was meant for is meant for someone else. and in love She is happy with him . I will never be him. Its like I’m a couple years late. The way I think to myself every night of how it could of been. If I wouldn’t of been so weird If I could go back 2 years. If I could smile with her and make everything ok. I will only look at her with him and pretend its ok.

Lost in the madness, can only be there for this moment. Broken heart, shelled. Fallen and smashed into pieces, truth neither true nor pure. Watched it all wash away. Found how worthless, everything that meant something to me, was to you. Me and my dreams remain. Mine and mine alone. Alone.

I loved you. You’re the only one I ever loved.